A Realisation

2009
01.20

So yesterday I came to a realisation somewhere between sleep and awake whereby if you want to change something, it’s up to you! I have decided that whatever you think you can be, you will be. The epiphany then dawned like light on a marble head that talking about achieving is one thing but acting is something so much more exciting. However, in order to prevent disappointment, careful thought needs to be given to which route you intend to take to get to the desired destination.

In my case I have decided once again to go back to school – no, not the uniform kind but the one you can do from the comfort of your own home. I want to work with Children, I always have but have been unsure of my ability to be brilliant in that field. No longer am I going to let a mental hurdle keep me from my passion and desire to be better, to be brilliant in an industry I know I will love. I’m in the process of choosing the courses I want to take and will hopefully decide on something fantastic soon :)

That being the one part of the realisation and the other being the fact that being grateful for the life we have is so vitally important to drawing more positive and truly awesome things into our lives. Whatever it is that we want is waiting anxiously behind the theatre curtain ready to reveal itself to us, but we have to be ready for the show. If we do in fact draw the things we truly desire into our existence why do we fear what is around the next corner? Why dont we belive what we want is already on route? A little faith I think goes a long way. Letting go of the negativity that is keeping the curtain down, living for the here and now! Look forward to what is coming, off course it’ll be fantastic. I choose that approach.

I’m so thankful for the amazing life that I have, everything I  have ever dreamed of has come true and there is still more to come – what a pleasure. My amazing husband Kendall once came up with this amazing phrase that is so true: “Time is a man made constraint to measure space”

On a lighter note: I have just finished the last Harry Potter book – ‘The Deathly Hallows’ – captivating from cover to cover! Find your inner child and read the series, its awesome! I’ve now started reading ‘The Bridge Across forever’ by Richard Bach and it is absorbing me. He is a fantastic writer!

Have a happy Tuesday all. Laugh at yourself once in a while and most of all be happy :)

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